M O V E O N

Reading something like this (bout kalo jodoh whatsoeva juz crap at facebook) surely isnt good for me. It juz gets my hopes up even when i know that its really not the case. To say that im dying inside is so outrageous. i dreamt of you cause i thinks too much about you when im awake. i must accept that there will be no us- impossible things wont happen even if i hoped it to death and thats include being the one you loves.

Something that is bound to never happen wont ever happen and that include us. You are not even mine and never be mine- in this lifetime.

I was hurt, am hurting- this is messed up and I know

Note to myself; u are not broken, u are okay. Even i cant promise to not cry anymore i hope that i can move on.

Still in withdrawal state as its hard to avoid u.