Trying to Become A Bigger Person

Assalamualaikum... Emotion triggers me to start writing again after a while.

I shouldnt be sad as afterall I got my answer
I got the reason and it happens to hurt so much
Last night felt like a dream eventhough i didnt sleep a wink
In a way, I am thankful to him
The truth or not, he helps me to put a stop on this
Now i can try to accept there would never be us
Finally i get the courage to stop hoping

I want to put an end to this story that never even start yet.